those words were never true

2007-01-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

ORBS ATTACK IN THE PICTURES.
Oh, do look at me. HAHA.
i'm Not Cute.

2007-01-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

Entry #5

This is when they perform

Sec 1F, happy lil kiddo.

Look at me and terence.

MEET TH TEAM!

It was taken during training
and it was totally tiring.

2007-01-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

Entry #4

emptiness have darkened my heart.

i shut myself in a bottle like a genie but just to let my feeling roam freely.

and to prevent me from being hurt by words and faces of peeps that don't give a damn.

screw me if im emo, yes im emo. do tell me im stupid and you will hear a thanks from me

label me emo, because i look like a gay fag.

sometimes, i long for you because you are like

my only love but i cut myself to remind me that you have once hurt me and im not falling for you anymore.

loves and hates that the fiction i live in,

cutting and crying may be what i used to do.

now, i yearned to be a new kid under the block.

a kid that can't be bothered with all those shits that happened to me before.

i have learnt that you guys made me go through all the pain.

well, it okay. i may be weak but now i have learn to be strong.

don't come around apologising to me because im scared that it may happen once more.

i'm sorry my friend and my love, i do long for you.

it seem like saying goodbye is hard. but no,

it not goodbye, but im keeping myself shuts.

thanks friends and love ones for being there for me

and to have all those great times all together.

you! i wont forget but the scars still linger.

heroes do pay their debt with life.

2007-01-01T10:08:00.000+08:00

ENTRY#3
X-core kids! Bang-Bang kids! we rocks and we cried last night during countdown, im never gonna forget 2006! its the day that we met and we have fun. days after days, we became like a family. Brother and sister everywhere, we joke, play and shed tears all together. i'm sorry if i never hurt everyone in the crew, i just love to be with you guys and i never gonna forget you cause if not of you all. i wont be going for gigs and stuffs. thanks for hearing all my problems and giving me advise. TO FRED,FIFI,AKMAL,FELIX &&amp;& FAI, ADI. i wont forget you guys! all those tears that i shed, they worth a million. i never cried in tears of JOY before. thanks to you guys, i have. And bout the Band. im gonna be the screamer along side with Fifi. thanks X-core kids and Bang-bangs. LOVE YOU ALL.
(:

2006-12-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

ENTRY#2

Okay, i was bored just now so i decided to snap some pic bout me before i went out with family for Dinner. i was so happy that i get to eat with my family as in ONE BIG FAMILY. After dinner, we went back. i used the pc and then i hit the bed because i was TIRED due to fishing at punggol jetty for 6am till 6pm, thats like so LONG. till here.

2006-12-14T20:16:00.000+08:00

ENTRY #1
this picture is a tribute to alfee and adi, my two best jackass brothers. they are leaving for NS tomorrow. and im crying for the past 15mins. it just hard to see them leaving me and i hope that god will bless them and dont forget us man!

2006-11-27T16:00:00.000+08:00

To all sec 3H students. i need help
I dont know how to post for my blog thingy
i need the worksheet and booklist for next year.
thanks all.

2006-10-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

IM NOT GONNA RETAIN!
Fuck, i failed 4 subjects and i passed 2
Hope teacher will help me!
FUCK AIDIL!

2006-09-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

Around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow

The people will all gather

To remember such a day

Where the flames grew as high as trees

And the world stopped for you and me

My knuckles have turned to white

There's no turning back tonight

Kiss me one last time

My knuckles have turned to white

There's no turning back tonight

Kiss me one last time.

2006-09-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

Close my eyes, just for tonight

The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

Close my eyes, just for tonight

The sun still sleeps, and when she wakes

You'll be a memory

You'll be a memory

2006-09-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS FUN FUN! thanks you guys. i appreciate what you guys did and we all have fun don't we?. thanks ZACH,FAI,AMIR and FATIN.
LOVE YOU ALL.

2006-09-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

i think playing prank calls is COOL.
hahaha, never blog for this few days
was busy mugging with my friends.
and Harvn! we must chill after the exams,
yeah brothers! hahaha. STUDY STUDY
is all i need to do now. after the exams,
i will be free!

Like Romeo and Juliet,
or in a hail of Bullets.
Like a Fallen Romeo,
on the ground.
who will pick him up?
is it you or the standing Juliet?

2006-09-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY FUCKED UP TODAY. And i have a swollen left palm thanks to aloysius's pitching with weight ball and it hit my stomach once. thanks boy, i love it. :D
take care eveyone and all the best for the EXAMS!

2006-09-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

dude! sorry for not posting this few days! my monitor gone GAGA after being hit by my spinkick! HAHA. im think im good and my mummy think im HOT. wells, i am HOT always. HAHAHA. tag alright and Zach, we need to talk in private. we do have problems.

2006-09-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

OKAY guys! thats my stupid spinkick, still learning to make it perfect but i don't think that i can do it.

i will not give up. HAHA, actually my pants like super tight. hahaha, i shall try using shorts and do it. (:

2006-09-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

love becomes hate and hates become loves. is this what happening to me? my friend started hating me and shit. oh man, it getting from bad to worst. what should i do? is there someone faithful enough to take the words that i spit on to them and still be friends with me? Anyone?

2006-09-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

If you are fading

i will try to bring you back into my life

and never let you go away.

please stay and never fade away.

2006-09-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call

Call i'm sick

Call i'm angry

Call i'm desperate for your voice.

Do you know that i miss you badly and it had been a VERY long time since we chat. I really do wanna meet you but it will be hard i guess. i really wish that what i want will come true but i won't be putting my hopes high. oh well, today was such a moody day for me. i kept on putting fakes smile on everyone but yet, some manage to see through it. oh wells, life have ups and downs. i must be resilience and do what im born to do.

Because i was born,

to tell you, i love you

but i am torn to do

what i had to

to make you mine, stay with me tonight.

:'(

2006-09-05T13:13:00.000+08:00

what a painful night for me. struggled my way to bed with a chest pain. it occur so sudden and i have it for about a year. Oh wells, last night was such a EMO night for me. wrote death letter and left it on my desk. i slept like around 4am and woke up at 7am. get ready and went to school at 9am. For an oral test, Mr lawrence asked me "what do you wear when you went out?" i told him "oh, i wear tight jeans and tight shirt just to be casual." haha. today was fun in the morning but i dont know about night time. oh wells, i must prepared some painkiller for me. (:
till here. bye guys. take care

2006-09-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

Please understand

This isnt just goodbye

This is I cant stand you

This is where the road crashed into the ocean,

It rises all around me and now we're barely breathing

A thousand faces will choose to ignore.

For YOU.

Please understand

This isnt just goodbye

This is I cant stand you.

2006-09-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

hello guys. today, such a fucking day. i have no mood to blog yet i have too. basically, i dont know what happen to me. maybe some words that i seen on the sms made my mood change. oh wells. we're friends uh. Friends we shall be. FOUR years fade like there nothing to lose. oh fuck, im nothing i know. GUYS, if you read this please try to cheer me up. im really in the fucking sad mood. SORRY.

2006-09-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

What a boring day. damn, i'm all alone at home. alright, i slept at 4am last night and woke up at 6am. damn!!!! i can't sleep this few day, hhhmm maybe im in the holiday mood! NO SLEEEPING FOR ONE WEEK. WOah. haha, One whole of boredom with nothing to do. No money to spend on!!! damn damn! haha. alright, like what my pet GARY said to me, i will try to blog always. alright, take care guys and have A Great HOLIDAY. (:

2006-09-03T10:08:00.000+08:00

Hey there, GARYumainee here. New layout! HAHA. Satisfied SPONGEaidil? HAHA. Go get your cbox ready. And better update daily like how PATRICKzach does. And oh, you owe me snail food. Haha! Signing off, fatin.

2006-08-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone. it been ages since i blogged. Sorry guys, wasnt in the mood of blogging and shit. i was emotionally hurt. oh fucks! i been ditched by this girl and she totally change my life, i began cutting and shit. i even starting smoking but im cutting it down slowly. oh fucks, my life shouldn't be like this if she never do that to me. oh well, life have it ups and downs. so no point waiting for her, it time to move on. oh yea peeps, im sorry if i never blog. by the way, im fine thank you. (: wells, till then take care.